reign of rein

First, would like to ask - what matters most in our lives as human beings? If you really know the answer, please let me know..thanks! All i know now is - at this very moment on earth, money and power is what talks in this era of psychotic and twisted politics. The main cause for this.. I would say it is because humans are involved. When humans are in play, variables like temptations will get in and that's when all the fucking shit comes. Well, not to say in politics..just in short, a man always do something for his own self or at least will have a slight gain in it. It is really hard or i will say.. it's impossible to find a man now who does things for the sake of other. If he really does, then this guy is a real fuck. In this century where money and power is everything, man seeks it in any and every single way they can find including murder, corruption and anything synonym with cruelty. To acquire what they want, they do it in the way where - When you walk, do you really avoid each and every single ant you can see?

This is something that we brought upon ourselves, though i can't say it was something unintentionally done. All this cruelty and ugliness human brought forth, they may say it is due to the world that forces them to do so as this world speaks only for those with money and power. But.. what this world is of today is something that man had and have been creating throughout the endeavour of humanity since existence. So, the question whether this is intentional or not.. it takes a fucked up fucker to answer - it was unintentional. Am i wrong huh?

Isaac Asimov once said - To insult someone, we call him "bestial". For deliberate cruelty and nature, "human" might be the greater insult. - and not the word "fuck" =)

Then, i have come to something even better - In this world where "corrupt-ers" inhabit and dominate, how can there be justice? There are too many reasons why my "quote" is just too true. For instance, how many leaders of triad got their ass into jail by justice? i can say most of them got off by money and power. Worst case scenario, the justice upholder is afraid of the triad gang -.- This is something true that we can't deny, the so-called justiceman don't even dare to lay their hands on them for fear they might be found at many places at the same time..if you get what i mean. Then, the best case scenario.. the triad gang got annihilated by another gang but this gang got fucked by the justiceman and was put to jail. Justice huh? LoL~

In conclusion, do whatever you think is meaningful and fun to yourselves. Don't care about other things as getting busted for something that mean alot to ourselves is better than being fucked cause of nothing. Remember this, don't let your conscience or moral and ethic gets in the way of doing what's right to ourselves. Just fuck it~ YeAh~

humans are dumb

In life, change is inevitable and change is needed for us to go for the better. According to JFK, "Change is the law of life and those who look only to the past or present are certain to miss the future". For most humans or living things, the goal of change is usually for the good. Therefore, change is part of our endeavour in life. Then, there are those who do not want to change as they assume that what they have now is good enough or they are content with what they are having now. In my harshest word, bullshit~ No human were and will be contented with what they have. If you just struck lottery yesterday.. you were using a fan yesterday, today you're using an air-cond - you were driving a old beetle yesterday, today you're driving a new jaguar - you were eating bird-shit yesterday, today you're eating bird's nest. Is this change? lol~ To all the creature out there named homo sapiens, don't be afraid to change. Don't be a coward and hide under your greatgrandpapa's boxer, face the world and change for the good. Clinging to hope and staying inaction is good - for those who thinks that i don't try, i won't fail so i at least can cling on to the hope of succeeding as if i fail, i have got no more hope of succeeding. Well, if all homo sapiens from the early ages think is hope, i'm certain human wouldn't have reach and obtain such technology and power at this very time. They would instead obtain something "BETTER" which is hope! not science and technology..not civilization.. Hoping is not wrong, just that.. If i wish for this earth to be disintegrated into fat air, i need to create a bomb and hope that when it detonates..BOOM~ this earth is gone~ not just wishing and then hope.. action is what matters!

out of the blue~

The need to keep my blog alive. Not forsaken this blog's survival, so here is something that came out of nowhere. This writing is kinda impromptu, floating and drifting nowhere...guess it shows my condition now - BORED.

Infatuation

In the planes of eternal night
I dreamt of a romance
Our waltz of endless steps
So long til eternity it seems
Gone - at the brink of dawn

In the rays of rising morning
I was blinded by the light
Within blindness, i caught a silhouette
Full of resemblance and warmth
Gone - after the seconds of light

In the heat of burning noon
I met her along the shades
Stunned and panicked
I couldn't say a thing
Gone - before i say a thing

In the fall of evening horizon
I sunk like the sun into the abyss
Reminiscing how shit happens
Another day wasted for thoughts
A day gone and in the end
All i could do is - missing you..


Got a feeling that this blog is getting from shit to shitter. Anyway, enjoy my nonsense and thanks for nonsense-ing in this blog.

any confession?

I got the inspiration out of nowhere and here goes nothing

The Confession

I have been waiting for the time to come
Hoping that you will turn up
After leaving my world with abrupt
Forsaking my timely chance to erupt

With patience i hope and confide
With faith i will treasure the chance to come
Obsessed and blinded with emotions
Time passes without me knowing

Still hoping and waiting for you
But to no avail, you are at somewhere else
I await you for faith you will appear
Then you passed my back and i didn't realize

Not succumbing to time and tide
I kept myself from anger and also - leaving
Casting the blame to me and myself
For all along, you didn't know i'm waiting

Neither storm nor hurricane could stop me
None will be the barrier of my hopes
That was what i thought..
Then it all changes - when the hope arrives

You appeared in front of me - like the first time
I wanted you to know everything but i can't
For fearing that it might drift us apart
Then you turned away and began to leave

Left speechless and flabbergasted
My world was beginning to crack
As my world being drawn into oblivion
I heard a very familiar voice saying..

"I knew it.. I knew it from the very beginning.. Sorry but i have to leave.."

I wanted to edit this poem due to certain factors but in the end, i think this original piece still seems better. Comments will be happily accepted even if you think this poem sucks.hehe. Thanks!

flop and flaw

Sad to say, the world that i'm living in is going on a path of destruction. Or just maybe just the place i'm living in.. Nothing is fair as long as humans is involved, this logic never went wrong and it will never go wrong. Believe it or not? Last week, i just got the result for my english test. Well, i suppose i just use the name "english test"

During the first exam... well, i got a b4 and it's freaking close to b5. Then, not satisfied with my results, i went and enroll myself in the exam again. The result of the 2nd time definitely didn't failed my expectation but after having deep thoughts bout it.. That result somehow disappoint me as i was wondering if this exam really shows someone's capability. First was closing in into b5, then the second time... my score went fucking near b6. This large fluctuation shows something. This "something" is either i did some fucking improvement or this exam is not that "good" erm..i don't really know hot to describe it.

Maybe i got shock and then overwhelmed with anger as some people got astronomical results or maybe this exam really sucked! Then, to soot myself.. i told myself..lady luck just struck on them. Subjected to luck, well.. their competency and capability is somehow increased -.- If you guys don't know what i'm talking, let me brief on it 1st. This exam that i'm talking about has 4 parts - listening, speaking, reading comprehension and writing. The total marks is 300 with 45, 45, 135 and 75 following the sequence from the last sentence. Imagine someone getting fucking high score in only listening and reading comprehension which consists of multiple choice question like 45/45 and 130/135. Then the nice part comes, scoring only 35/75 in writing -.- If things really turn out like this, that person still gets a b5 which states - good command of the language. Erm.. i would not want to say much more in this.haiz...

Well, no matter what i say.. the fact that those people did well in this exam can't be altered. Before i end, i really need to say this.. i don't know this is being sarcastic or magnanimous, i seriously think that you're worthy of that score =) Congratulations~

untitled

Been a month since i last updated. Sad to say, got nothing to update but happy to say, i just updated my blog. At least, there is "nothing" to update -.- Anyway, the main purpose of this post is to say this -

I'm dead

hourglass of repentance

It's not wrong to regret and but it's definitely not right to live on with the regrets. For every regret, there is repentance and repentance is what that gets us out from the regrettable state. It is hard to get repentance so it will be much better to live a life that will make us not regret in the future. Do things neither for the evil nor the good but for a life without regrets. Act according to conscience or justice or faith is what people usually do but after all the loops and hoops that i have experienced, i think that doing things that will make us not regret is a much better way. What is the use of doing something good if we are to face regret for the rest of our life? Anyway,in any situation or most of the obstacles we face in life, the unregrettable path is usually the route of goodness or righteousness. That's something that makes life easy. Finally, for every single asshole out there, live a life without regret, guilt or whatever shit that might torment us till our deathbed. Don't get ourselves fucked down into deep dung for Edmund Spenser once said - Still as he fled, his eye was backward cast, as if his fear still followed him behind.

Kiss my ASS

Kiss my ass and don't just eat the shit
It is sweet and taste just like BBQ
Healthier than the real BBQ that just carbonate our body
It is tender and soft just like jelly
Could be harder than the real jelly but it has surface tension
It is warm and served just the right temperature
Real food gets cold very fast but this thing produces heat

Kiss my ass and don't just eat my fart
It contains a variety of gases
Not just the oxygen, carbon dioxide and etc
It varies by the food we eat..
Each food has specific product! ( sulphur or uranium or blablabla.. )
It shows diverseness that none other organs have
Treasure our asses and don't fart into waste

Kiss my ass and don't just dream for it
Kiss my ass and don't just lust for it
Kiss my ass and don't just pray for it
Kiss my ass and don't just die for it
Or else
Kiss my ass and kiss the world goodbye~ LoL!


*Disclaimer - totally fictionalized and has nothing to do with your ass. thanks!!

I ain't good, just purely evil

Why must every human bother to play the role of a good guy and get respected? Or this value just lives inside every homo sapiens? Whether they doing it to get something or just they don't want to get their ass backstab in the future, we don't know. But something that i can be sure of is - impersonating the role of a good samaritan doesn't necessary means that you will end up doing something good. Before i start, let me propose the question of "Those real humans out there do all this good passionate or helping acts for what? Is nothing really what they seek?"

Everyone and everybody knows, every little things we do now will mean every biggie things in the future. Like the logic of radius, if we miss calculate by 1° radius - just imagine how big the gap after a long distance. Imagine a plane flying off direction just by 1°, after 5 or 7 hours..can that plane still reach its destination? Then coming back to my question, how many people out there really did this in-humanoid acts consciously or vice-versa? I use the word in-humanoid because real humans are never good, they are HUMANS - something which were created to do real bad stuffs and mistakes, not to do something extraordinary or unusual. I can say that every good thing i did, i did really hope for the return of my good will. How many of YOU don't? If you say you don't, well..seriously.. you ain't human!! blinded by egoism and not able to distinguish what's right and wrong!! See this : -

Good Example No.1
How many good friends you have? Whether you did it in a serious or jest manner, have you ever said to your friend - Hey,how can you treat me like this? Each time you need help or anything, i will be there for you but why you can't be here for me this time? *Ahem Ahem* This clearly shows that this friend certainly do hope for something good in return. Well, anyone can say that friend might be joking but this sentence which questions friendship came into his mind, how can he use their friendship for a mere matter? If there is this guy, he is even worse than those who hope for good retribution -.-

Next, going deeper into my topic discussion, good deed = good outcome? Hohoho!! Before i proceed,let me scold those assholes out there.. if you know that this "good deed" will only harm people, why still bother to do it? why still bother continuing that "good deed"? just because you want to be labeled as good? just because you can't do anything apart from goodness? Cool! That's freaking hypocritical!!

Good Example No.2
You see that impoverished and miserable looking beggar at the roadside begging for money. That beggar has 2 hands and 2 legs, everything intact. With every good deed of giving that sucker money, it just makes that fucker lazier and the more that beggar thinks that he can earn a living with begging. Looking from the surface, it's soooooo magnanimous~~ but when we see the outcome, is it really good? and if that guy who gives the beggar the money knows bout the outcome, but that guy still gives.. is he or she a good samaritan? or just someone acting to be altruistic?

Let me deviate for a moment.. The capability of humans to have hopes and fears do bring more harm than good. I repeat!! more harm than good~ Actually, it is the gift from hopes and fears that is good which people repeatedly reject when it come to us. 1 good example - "The Gift of Fear" by Gavin De Becker, go read this book. Damn fucking useful!! Each time before we get into trouble or before trouble seeks us out, there's always this hint that comes to us way earlier before it happens. The problem is people always ignore it. When they ignore it, they act as if they accepted it. Human hypocrisy,can't blame them tho.. I'm like that,so..skip this shit.. wouldn't want to fire my own ass. That's 1 good example of hypocrisy -.-

Acting good doesn't help, sometimes we need to be critical and logical enough to play the bad guy!! which i always try to do but i failed..

Good Example No.3
Got this example from Gavin De Becker. How many rape cases happen because the woman was trying to be good? and how many rape cases happen because the woman was evil!!!? If this shop owner - a lady - about to close her shop around 9pm or 10pm. Then there is this guy who try to enter this shop upon noticing that she's about to close. This lady sense something weird - then you think that this lady should let that guy in or not? What if this guy really needs to buy something from your shop? What if this guy is up to something bad? Well, if i'm that lady.. i'm sure to shut down my shop and tell that guy to come next morning. Not so stupid to let him in as it is already so late. But guess, what happens to those lady who try to be good and let this guy in to "buy something"? Well,this is the furthest i can go bout this example. see my point?

Thank you for reading this far and also thank myself for inditing such post. lol~

educational flop

Yeah!! I don't know bout other subjects but maths definitely a FLOP!! get me? A GARGANTUAN FUCKING FLOP!! Yeah~ That's sound pretty cool!! Haha!!

Start off with the intro.. MATHS is a hellish and devilish subject which devils and monkeys worship as the sacred grail of corruption! Anyway,i got only 1+1 proof for now why maths is worshiped by devils and monkeys. Have you guys studied something annoying called "algebra"??

Ok..now look at this!! TADAA!!!

Obviously...from what we can see, GOD = DOG - WHAT THE FUCK IS MATHS TEACHING US? Thus,i bet you guys understand why only devils worship maths.. by the way,do you like or love or worship maths? if you do..oh shit!! shu shu~~ don't come near me!! lol~

Next.. look at this>>
Guess what's the answer?? usually,if we were given this question during exam.. i think none of us will be able to answer this "tricky" question cause of the hocus-pocus stuffs.. Ahem!! what happens when we apply algebra to solve this question?
WAH~~ when we use algebraic method,the answer is soooooo simple~~ 1 over n times sin x equivalent with SIX!! That's so cool!!

With all this shit..i hope those with intention of pursuing mathematical degree please stop and venture into something better. Thank you!! YEAH~~

party time =)

Exam's over!! If only the transition time between exam and getting the results could be forever..how nice~

WAKAKAKA!!! KISS MY ASS~~

penetrating the obscurity

We are suffering from an incurable disease named "Life". We are now living..and also dying at the same time. Trying to live life to its fullest but most of us fail in doing so. Partly because our expectation is too high or we are plain stupid..born to be a imbecile and slave..

Humans are failures..the only invention created to fail.. created to have such enigmatic mind which eventually leads them to be problematic hooligans and assholes.. created to have feelings,which make humans think that they are of higher class but they don't. Care and love for their youngs, jealousy to own, the perception of "survival of the fittest" see any similarity in animals? humans are created to have a better brain..but most of us misuse it,just give a thought bout - humans are better than animals in what sense? and compare the difference. I dare to say that we are almost the same as animals and beast. We share the same elements of feelings,thoughts and whatever shit that our brain can do..just that in every aspect,we are just a class higher than animals.. we are better in showing our love to our love ones, we are also better in crimes..we have cyber crime!! really high-tech~ use mouse click click..use keyboard press press.. pooof!! get 2 million dolars -.-

After living for almost 19 years - chasing the unknown~ guess i'm really seeking the real meaning of life. I still remember in biology - "Tujuan utama manusia hidup adalah untuk meneruskan zuriat" damn!! is it really it? if it really is..then i have spend my youth studying for nothing..might as well straight go reproduce..lol~ then..after all the loops and hoops,i realize that life is not bout reproduction,but something more abstract.. something i cant explain with words..just within my own deep thoughts.. well,that's 1 thing i learn and so far..it's proven useful.
"Failure is not because we failed but because we didn't try hard enough" keep this in mind. freaking useful and can really captivate cum motivate us when we falter in the obstacles in life..

Maybe this is the first time i ever write something like this.. oh satan!! what's becoming of me? by the way,my mum is awake,shit! need to off9.. let me end with..
"Believe what we see and hear, believe not what others see and hear"
*so..have you ever seen GOD?

exam sucks!! and it sucks hard~~

Taking a break amidst exam.. wondering how many or much subjects i gonna fail this time..or just how well will my results "coruscate"? lol~ haiz.. exam just make my school life fucking miserable.. can't wait to kiss my school goodbye =) another half a year to go before i get my ass out of 6 Atas Cendawan..yeah~ yewshiong..i'm sure you can survive all the tormenting "things" in your school. you won't succumb to those "lowly life" who just know how to induce excruciating pain to others.. especially being a nuisance to my ears when i listen to those "things" crapping and preaching in class.. i'm going insane~ yeah~

amusingly awesome!

1st episode of YewShiong's Believe It or Die =)

Today,i mean this morning..i had my MUET speaking test. Got up early at 6am and reached school around 645am. Then got myself quarantined in a room full of hopes and fears..aduh.. anyway,the speaking test was kinda fun! know why? my friends and i were supposed to be quarantined for the secrecy and confidentiality of the exam questions..but!! we got to know about the question way earlier in the quarantine room -.- rofl~~ what kind of shit quarantine is this?? well,to avoid certain consequences..i think i will term it as our excellent psychic method of prediction,i'm afraid if some of the dumb teachers from my school read this.

The fun part..as we all managed to predict the question,eventually we were discussing the points for the speaking exam in the quarantine room. That's where i find the quarantine room useful, apart from boredom and claustrophobia.hehe =)

When we got into the room,look at the question paper.. WOAH!! the prediction is correct!! after preparing for around 30 minutes( in the quarantine room ),we were given another 2 minutes inside the room to write down all our ideas in place to ease our burden when we speak. Damn,the scheme of MUET is sure generous..another 2 minutes for us. Thanks!! During task A ( the part where we speak solo elaborating the idea given to each candidate ), the four of us did it confidently calm.yeah~ then..sad to say,all hell went haywire during our task B..aiks.. It was something like this...

Candidate.A = Bla bla bla
Candidate.D = Bla Bla Bla
Candidate.C = Erm..i see that all of us have come to a single say. What do you guys think?

All the candidates nod in agreement that we should actually conclude our discussion.
Moments later,

Candidate.B = Since all of us have come to an agreement...

The invigilator interrupts.. Erm..you guys still have around 4 minutes plus..
Yeah~ that's when heaven and hell collides..all of us got stunned like monkeys slamming themselves into the tree when they take the wrong swing.

Eventually,we managed to pull ourselves through and put our discussion to an end during the last minute.. Ta Da!!! Finish~~

*Disclaimer = Unbelievable?? Don't believe it.

respect and gravitas

How do we define the word "respect"? Dictionary.com defines respect as esteem for or a sense of the worth or excellence of a person, a personal quality or ability, or something considered as a manifestation of a personal quality or ability. Well,i don't really care much bout the definition. All i care bout today is "why do we respect someone?"

I'm not really sure on this subject but is respect something that we need to acquire or we are just born to be respected? In my opinion,respect is something that we need to gain and acquire throughout our life. It's not something that we simply give out of sympathy or "giving face" to that he or she. First of all,what's my point in writing this? i'm writing this to wake some guys up from their long dream and pull them out from the abyss.. those guys really deserves my sympathy..they think that they are my seniors or just because they are older,then i need to give them my respect.. oh crap! i'm purely giving way to their egoism and "give face" as they can't accept the fact that they don't have the gravitas and they are not worth respecting. Pathetic,they think i'm respecting them..lol!! anyway,just let them be..

In my own personal opinion,i only give respect to those who are worthy of it. Why go respecting some elderly hacks while they are doing acts which i define as unreasonable,despicable,hypocritical and can easily be term as atrocity. If we respect this kind of people who don't practice what they preach,then..soon before long,we are sure to be like them. So? prevention is better than cure.learn from their dumb mistakes,that's the only part which they are good for..our scape goats to see the effect of those despicable doings. Hereby i urge everyone to try to be respectable and not just gaining respect from seniority or some cheating methods..lol!! cheating methods..zzz..

Robert Frost once said.. "Try not to become a man of success but rather a man of value". Well,there is some connection between value and respect.. Anyway,this quote did really wake me from my long nap,kicks my ass out from the abysmal dream which leads nowhere. Last but no least, gain respect from your doings and deeds as this "respect" is worth a gold compare to the respect gained from "atrocious stuffs" which worth no less than shit.

*This is the important part. Don't think that you're a royal blood or someone who teaches or some parents or some elderly man makes you worth respecting. I give in to you because i respect myself as a sane being who lives with dignity and human morale.

being myself isn't normal

Living in this rotten city named "Batu Pahat" is something i describe as.. Decivilisation! Yes! i mean "de"..is like going backwards into the damned and long forgotten era of stupidity! Just like the name..living in the times of stones and chisels.. I dare say that all the assholes in this town,i just mean those assholes..who don't know how to appreciate English and too.. and also to those who terms English as WEIRD.. i hereby claim that you all are IMMATURE and just plain IGNORANT. Maybe in other perspective,you guys can rate me as arrogant..i don't deny this cause i do and can describe myself as one arrogant bastard. But all of the damned you have no right to term me arrogant because i speak in english!! LOL!! i can speak,so i speak..by the way,my english is also not the level which you guys can think highly of.. why bother about me? then,all the assholes which study in the same school with me..think again!! WE ARE STUDYING IN HSBP! High School Batu Pahat!! a school which is famed for producing english-spoken students,then now.. people who speaks english in this school is often accounted with arrogance and weird!! don't know whether i should laugh the hell out for them being so lame and pathetic or just keep quiet.. What's becoming of this place? the premier school of batu pahat is dominated by people who speaks and writes weird ancient symbols.. or i presume weird lines..by 1st impression! those who is just being proactive who wants to improve their language? or those who just speaks purely just for the fun of speaking in the language which is international accepted?

Maybe i was wrong all this while..this world is not rotten.. the people of batu pahat aren't too.. but those imbeciles in HSBP! their minds twisted..cerebrum and medulla lack of neurons cause their neurons got lost!!! lost their way till they find themselves in the rectum..pathetic.. should i pity them? or just ridicule them? well..frankly,i prefer to ridicule them..know why? they always think that they are right! never thought of the possibility that they are wrong.. the sames goes to me..but certainly not till i can't see a big major flop of mine which i did.. I realise my mistake,and my mistake was treating all this scumbags as friends while i should have take you all as fiends!! I don't know you but as a schoolmate..that's why i once treat you as a friend.. but why you assholes bother throwing all these nonsensical slanderous defaming words at me? i don't understand..assholes have the time to look into my matters and stuffs but they just don't have the time to go improve their english..LOL!! if YOU reads this,like i once preached before.. PLEASE TAKE THIS AS AN INSULT!! but not to the same people whom i once throw these words..

Conclusion..my advice..try to be rational just for once!! just once.. thank you!
*those who don't understand,never mind...don't give a damn bout this post..

harbinger of doom

Another update on my blog..yeah~ what is it this time? before you proceed further..make a guess - and you will most probably get it right if you had gone through my blog...Hell Yeah~ It's my own idealistic nonsense again =) Okay..on the 21st of April 2008, i'm gonna blog about time! How do you define time? Is time countable? is it something that we can see? is it something that kills? is it dangerous? or vice versa? well.. now let me "endarken" you with the real definition of time.. Time is SHIT~ i mean like shit..we always excrete it away like nobody's business and in the end..we will come to our senses..and say.. shit is useful!! oh shit!! why the shit i just shit it away? One of example of shit's contribution towards mankind..in chemistry or biology..methane gas for our food!! oh gross..theoretically,we are using SHIT to cook our FOOD!! anyway,no big deal.. as long as we are not using it as seasoner right?

Next, I got this theory some time ago..after going thru lots of quotes and saying.. eventually,i came out with this "Time doesn't heal..Time just destroys!! all that exist must face the wraith of time and disappear!!" Those who don't agree..i can foresee something.. you are gonna agree with me soon!! lol!! just kidding..i aint no harbinger of truth..just the harbinger of my own doom =.=

People alway says.. you just need time..your scars will disappear with time.. SHIT YOU! this is crap! time can heal is just another example of euphemism we see in life.. time eat everything up..including your wounds,happiness,sadness and whatever kind of shit. See the logic there?hehe time make you forget the past..in short,time kill off your memory!! but sometimes,under special circumstances..the past can haunt us till our graves are dug.. know why? cause time just kill it..and now,for revenge..it's coming back to haunt US!! oh man..we are just innocent man who just got in between time and memories and getting ourselves flattened like pan cakes.. so for my nonsensical conclusion, we must time as a tool!! not as a crutch! this was preached by some man of wisdom..forget his or her name..sorry... anyway,i think this preacher is long dead..so who cares~ that ends my post for today..yeah~

perpetual motion~

today is not my day and it's also not your day..cause it's Fry's day,i mean friday.. 18th of April and it happens to be one of my friend's birthday,kay pau. This guy is damn lucky..know why? cause i celebrated with him his birthday..how many people manage to celebrate theirs with me?haha! not funny right?i'm also wondering why am i writing all these stuffs.. could be..i'm too free or just plain bored..

Life sucks and it definitely sucks hard..oh damn!! I hate my own fucked up existence..why god created an infidel which commits countless sins and crimes? By the way,god exists huh??anyway,if there's no god..who created me?maybe it's my parents...then the question comes,who the heck started this shit? the Big BANG?? FUCK IT!! scientists..BANG your head on the wall~~ even if it's the big bang..where did all the chemicals and element the causes the explosion to happen? oh crap! the question just deepens the mystery..in other cases,questions are solved and new ones pop up..but in this question of life.. nothing is solved and new questions keep coming in what i describe..perpetual motion..or maybe in a increasing motion.. fuck it man!

After all this craps and shits...comes the question of why did that someone started all this stuffs?? life and the other nonsenses... what the purpose? live life to the fullest or maximum then die leaving your damned fucked up name behind huh? fuck you!! this is total crap!! i hate to say this but life definitely is not worth living...just the word "life" that sounds a little bit cool.. anyway,the word "death" is definitely more cool and interesting.. In life,everyone strife for the best and keep themselves up to a certain standard..this world is getting pretty filthy and becoming the slave of its trend.. whatever hell like money,fame,supremacy,fashion and other shit which only makes this world rots like decaying shit! then these assholes who goes flamboyantly for all these money or fame will be giving fucking euphemistic excuses to get their butts off the danger zone.. then in conclusion,please die early..don't corrupt and taint yourselves with all these sins..the longer we live,the more "mistakes" and "errors" we do.. it just gets us into deep shit..so end your life early!

I hereby end my post today with one saying..which i squeeze into my muet composition.. "Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome " By Isaac Asimov.

vault over past into the vault of pus

Hell Yeah!! Today,the students of High School Batu Pahat are suppose to stay back for the uniform body meeting and Hell Yeah!! i think almost 60% of the students went home..lol! and of course,i'm one of them too..who will be that dumb to stay back? even for the stupidest guy in school..i bet after watching the herd of humans racing with all their might through the gate of Avernus ( by the way,Avernus is one fucking good "adjective" to describe my school ). and i just can't understand why must the authorities do this kind of stuffs. Knowing that this plan will falter, they still took all the trouble to do it.. wasting their time and resources..and most of all,destroying the environment..guess what? they give out letters to every student just to state something which is bound to be a failure.. damn it!

Then,the nice part was not going home but for lunch with two psychotic perverts. If those two who read this,please take this as an insult =P . Our usual place..no other than fuji kopitiam ( I think this is the new name..anyway,any assholes living in stone chisel who don't know this shop..please don't consider yourself locals..and get your ass out of town ). Why fuji? oh yeah..there are loads and lots of *ahem ahem* yeah! and try figuring it out what is ahem ahem..definitely not going to state it out. This fuji coffee shop never seems to let the both of my friends down,so.. both of them ended up as regulars over there..in short,their new hang out location after school.haha! And,kudos to both of my friends ( i cant say their names out,so their initials will do..hehehe it's lpt and dzn ) for their exceptional good skills of fulfilling their eye's appetite.lol!! Finally,before i end the post today.. i can't leave myself out as i watching "feeding" my own eyes too..partly because i'm also a pervert..rofl~ so for those who didn't read all the way till here,my scam for defaming both of my friends just worked! haha! backstabbing and hypocrisy just suits me well! oh yeah~

life without "YOU" is quite meaningless...

Ok everyone.. today,let's talk about the "YOU" who in the categories of HYPOCRITES! Hypocrites play a BIG and MAJOR role in this fucked up world. Without them,there will be no bad guys..then we will not be able to differentiate between who's good and bad..see my point?? They are actually playing one hell of an important role for the existence of good guys or so call antagonist -.- So..in short,they are just some poor guys accidentally playing the role of an asshole in certain incidents or circumstances..i wonder did i get the term correct?lol~ Then before i proceed further..give them a round of applause for doing such a noble job..rofl~ By the way..Shakespeare once said "It is neither good or evil,but thinking makes it so" another affirmation to my topic..HAHA!

Finally getting to the point..how to identify these poor guys? those who have been doing nonsensical or misleading act causing them to be labeled EVIL!! Following are the ways to see and identify these unfortunate ones..

1. They have a face and characteristics like ME!! Cause i'm definitely one of them.. When i'm in front of you,my speech is subjected to outer and other factors..then when i'm behind your back..hehehe one word to describe what will happen to your name and honour plus your pride.. TARNISHED!! i mean it!!lol~~

2. These unlucky plus unfortunate ones are sworn under the Hypocrite's Oath! Mind you,don't get messed up with the Hippocrates's Oath though it sounds almost alike -.- To know more about Hypocrite's Oath..i can talk no further as only its name have been created,the contents are long from completion..rofl~

3. Hypocrites tend to walk with lots of dignity on their face..You know why? cause they are just faking it..and why they are faking it? good question..they are hypocrites..fake as they are,their acting and impersonating skills are definitely on par with the Oscar nominees..so,dun get fool by someone's appearance as looks can be deceiving. My nonsensical statistics clearly states that every single being in this world have at least 1% of hypocrisy in them.. *Nonsensical statistics need no proving as they are proven nonsensically =)

4. Finally, on the last point..hypocrites like to talk a lot of bad stuffs..real bad baddie stuffs..example? gossip,of course.. Anyone who talk to you bout someone's else bad stuff behind their back are definitely hypocrites. Example.. when i'm talking bout my friend A with my friend B without the presence of the friend A,i say that his nose hair is long -.- heard this before? then he has his ear full of ear wax..his hair got kutu,cockroaches,lizards and other freaking insects. This guy is a total hypocrite with some elements of psychotic sadist who gains his happiness by laughing at people's mistake or bad stuffs.

And that point no.4 concludes my nonsense for today.. Before i end my post,i would like to once again stress my view on hypocrites..they are not 100% evil but they are definitely no good..lol! what kind shit was i talking?haha! that's all..thanks for reading and stay tune for more nonsense.

flying low without crashing..

Guess what's so fun about today? i had my muet trial exam at school.yes,i mean it..in school or at school..whatever.. I can't really believe that i'm still struggling to get my band..oh shit! (by the way,i flunk myself in the last muet exam..shot of 7 fucking marks for my band5) so,for the writing part..CHILD ABDUCTION! the tragic death of nurin jazlin and the unsolved case of sharlinie..oh my *self*!!! It's been darn fucking long since this case started..now,after months of effort which ended in vain..nobody gives a damn about it anymore!!! and we are suppose to write about ways to prevent this..like anyone will care and put that in action -.-

Anyway,i think the government should take these steps to prevent child abduction..

1. Equip children with flame-throwers! the penculik won't stand a chance...
2. Have children implanted with GPS chips in their brain or testicals (easy to locate them,even if they die.still can find their corpse and put it into some sarcophagus,obviously..the so called abductor won't cut their testicals or rip their brain out)
3. Parents should send their children to some martial arts lesson - judo,aikido,taekwondo or whatever that's useful for self-defense... *also teach children,if the person is a guy..aim for his weak point =P

Can't think of anymore..but i assure you! if these 3 steps is implemented into the law..there is no more pedophile!!! 100% confirm..don't deny it..lol~

the beginning...

Hi everyone~ welcome to this blog of mine.. this dumb blog is simply created out of boredom and nonsense. For those who wish to continue to indulge in this fucked up blog of mine..well,prepare for some lame and "down-to-earth" stories.. As this is my first time blogging,don't forgive me if i'm writing too little nonsense. Can't think of anything to post today,so let me talk about why on earth would i choose to blog. Thanks to the general election of Malaysia,i had realized how pow(d)erful a blog can be. many said.. the government didn't take this blogging stuff properly and end up getting fucked up in the election.lol! so.let's see..what kind of shit can my blog do to this this of assholes and hypocrites. that's all for now,please drop by next time for more nonsense..thanks for reading,i just forced myself to write this nonsense.(rofl~) as i got ain't no more rubbish to spill out. *if u read till this point,i really want to salute you for spending this much of time for my meaningless post.thanks!