Sunday, May 18, 2008

penetrating the obscurity

We are suffering from an incurable disease named "Life". We are now living..and also dying at the same time. Trying to live life to its fullest but most of us fail in doing so. Partly because our expectation is too high or we are plain stupid..born to be a imbecile and slave..

Humans are failures..the only invention created to fail.. created to have such enigmatic mind which eventually leads them to be problematic hooligans and assholes.. created to have feelings,which make humans think that they are of higher class but they don't. Care and love for their youngs, jealousy to own, the perception of "survival of the fittest" see any similarity in animals? humans are created to have a better brain..but most of us misuse it,just give a thought bout - humans are better than animals in what sense? and compare the difference. I dare to say that we are almost the same as animals and beast. We share the same elements of feelings,thoughts and whatever shit that our brain can do..just that in every aspect,we are just a class higher than animals.. we are better in showing our love to our love ones, we are also better in crimes..we have cyber crime!! really high-tech~ use mouse click click..use keyboard press press.. pooof!! get 2 million dolars -.-

After living for almost 19 years - chasing the unknown~ guess i'm really seeking the real meaning of life. I still remember in biology - "Tujuan utama manusia hidup adalah untuk meneruskan zuriat" damn!! is it really it? if it really is..then i have spend my youth studying for nothing..might as well straight go reproduce..lol~ then..after all the loops and hoops,i realize that life is not bout reproduction,but something more abstract.. something i cant explain with words..just within my own deep thoughts.. well,that's 1 thing i learn and so far..it's proven useful.
"Failure is not because we failed but because we didn't try hard enough" keep this in mind. freaking useful and can really captivate cum motivate us when we falter in the obstacles in life..

Maybe this is the first time i ever write something like this.. oh satan!! what's becoming of me? by the way,my mum is awake,shit! need to off9.. let me end with..
"Believe what we see and hear, believe not what others see and hear"
*so..have you ever seen GOD?

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

sadistic atheist. didn't try hard enough? how hard is your so-called hard enough? perhaps you have never seen God, but that doesn't imply that others have not seen. you have tried your best, what you achieved, is it the best?

YewShiong said...

i don't think anyone saw GOd before. and i can assure you,no one did. yup..maybe i did give some wrong info over there. sometimes it's not enough to do our best,but we need to do what's required. thx boy!