any confession?

I got the inspiration out of nowhere and here goes nothing

The Confession

I have been waiting for the time to come
Hoping that you will turn up
After leaving my world with abrupt
Forsaking my timely chance to erupt

With patience i hope and confide
With faith i will treasure the chance to come
Obsessed and blinded with emotions
Time passes without me knowing

Still hoping and waiting for you
But to no avail, you are at somewhere else
I await you for faith you will appear
Then you passed my back and i didn't realize

Not succumbing to time and tide
I kept myself from anger and also - leaving
Casting the blame to me and myself
For all along, you didn't know i'm waiting

Neither storm nor hurricane could stop me
None will be the barrier of my hopes
That was what i thought..
Then it all changes - when the hope arrives

You appeared in front of me - like the first time
I wanted you to know everything but i can't
For fearing that it might drift us apart
Then you turned away and began to leave

Left speechless and flabbergasted
My world was beginning to crack
As my world being drawn into oblivion
I heard a very familiar voice saying..

"I knew it.. I knew it from the very beginning.. Sorry but i have to leave.."

I wanted to edit this poem due to certain factors but in the end, i think this original piece still seems better. Comments will be happily accepted even if you think this poem sucks.hehe. Thanks!