flop and flaw

Sad to say, the world that i'm living in is going on a path of destruction. Or just maybe just the place i'm living in.. Nothing is fair as long as humans is involved, this logic never went wrong and it will never go wrong. Believe it or not? Last week, i just got the result for my english test. Well, i suppose i just use the name "english test"

During the first exam... well, i got a b4 and it's freaking close to b5. Then, not satisfied with my results, i went and enroll myself in the exam again. The result of the 2nd time definitely didn't failed my expectation but after having deep thoughts bout it.. That result somehow disappoint me as i was wondering if this exam really shows someone's capability. First was closing in into b5, then the second time... my score went fucking near b6. This large fluctuation shows something. This "something" is either i did some fucking improvement or this exam is not that "good" erm..i don't really know hot to describe it.

Maybe i got shock and then overwhelmed with anger as some people got astronomical results or maybe this exam really sucked! Then, to soot myself.. i told myself..lady luck just struck on them. Subjected to luck, well.. their competency and capability is somehow increased -.- If you guys don't know what i'm talking, let me brief on it 1st. This exam that i'm talking about has 4 parts - listening, speaking, reading comprehension and writing. The total marks is 300 with 45, 45, 135 and 75 following the sequence from the last sentence. Imagine someone getting fucking high score in only listening and reading comprehension which consists of multiple choice question like 45/45 and 130/135. Then the nice part comes, scoring only 35/75 in writing -.- If things really turn out like this, that person still gets a b5 which states - good command of the language. Erm.. i would not want to say much more in this.haiz...

Well, no matter what i say.. the fact that those people did well in this exam can't be altered. Before i end, i really need to say this.. i don't know this is being sarcastic or magnanimous, i seriously think that you're worthy of that score =) Congratulations~